| yeah well life pretty much sucks right now..........i dont think i can deal with this like i had hoped.....
i miss him too much...
its not like i dont get to talk to him and its not like he doesnt get to come over.....
jus now...i feel like a part of me is missing.....
when it is sorta kinda still there.....
i dont think anyone knows how much i love him....and how i would do anything for him...im at the point right now..where..it hurts alot....my heart is literally hurting...it feels like chest pains...i know we still see each other..but it dosent feel the same...i love him so much and i always will...it will work out...i know it....just for right now...........
it feels like he's just............gone...........
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| I AM SO FREAKIN BORED!!
FREAKIN CALL ME TO FIND OUT WHATS
BEEN GOING ON WITH ME CAUSE I
SURE AS HELL DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING
ANYTHING RIGHT NOW IN THIS STUPID
XANGA!!!! PEACE AND GREASE NIGGA'S!!
LOVE PEVETO!!!
I LOVE ANDREW MINNER!!! |
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| hey yall..i dont have a lot of time to write..and i dont have alot to write about..but im looking at an Icon page and i want to put some on here that i like....ill talk to yall later!!!
    
   
   
there is more..i dont have time for them all...LOVE YALL!!
Love Peveto!!!
Tomorrow will be 7 months for me and andrew!!!!....
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| hey everyone..well tuesday... i had to work tuesday...umm...maybe...but im not sure tho..but anyway..it all runs together after a while...lol..but anyway Wednesday, i went over to Katelynns house to work on the project and then me and andrew had to go to walmart to get me a phone charger....it was so funny...we were lookin for toy soldiers to put on my poster and we were down the toy isle and he saw a can of silly string and he goes " Britany look!!" and he strays me with this can, and i look and he is freaking out and crap..and hes like oh my gosh what was that..and i look and i have this gray crap all over me and it looks like spray paint..i was freakin out and i said why did u do that..why did u spray me with freakin stray paint and hes like look at the can is says SILLY STRING...well we were guessing it was probably really old or something and it turned all liquidy..lol...but it was funny...and then i dropped him off and i saw a really big rainbow....it was awesome..and then me and my parents went to Sams, and then we went to Joes Crab Shack and ate and then we went home and i went to bed...i was soooo mad because Chris got voted off of American Idol..i mean he was like the best one on there and it really made me mad.....anyway...THURSDAY!!!! no school for me..lol..lacey came down that day and she was suprising my mom and i wanted to be there and see my moms face when lacey showed up there...lol..so i didnt go to school but instead i went and dropped Andrew off at school, went to the Donut Palace, and then went to the Mauriceville Car Wash and vacummed out my car and then Lacey and Kelli called and told me that they were in Mauriceville...lol...so we all drove and met up..my mom was so shocked..lol...it was great..she had no idea...lol..but anywayz....that day we went to Beaumont and ate somewhere and then we chilled by the pool and then i had to go to work...it sucks at work...and then i get there and i find out Brandon Williford works there now during the days..which freaked me out cause he stalked me for 3 months last year...ugh....and now all of a sudden he works at Dairy Queen...and then he came in and i didnt want to see him so i went to the back....and then me and shannon were pre closing and i saw him outside of Crawdad's and he was looking in the window at me...which freaked me out and then shannon had to walk me to my car...cause i was scared...and then yesterday...this guy that works at Dairy Queen told me that brandon walked in there askin if i worked today and he told him no..and then he asked Brandon if he ever talked to me anymore..and then Brandon said no..but i would like to start talkin to her again...and then that guy told Brandon if you talk to her while you work here...i will kick your ass and make sure your fired...so people at work has got my back about him...he just freaks me out and its weird that all of a sudden he works at Dairy Queen..i mean come on...Friday..i had to work...we chilled and stuff at home, Saturday...i had a store meeting at Dairy Queen at 7:30 in the morning...i went home..slept..then we all chilled by the pool..and then i had to go back to work...and then Sunday..we had family over for mothers day...we had crawfish...yay!!...it was good...we were supposed to be swimming..but it was raining and cloudy...so we didnt..then i had to go to work...and so that means andrew has to stay at stevens until monday..cause his parents went out of town...and so i didnt get to see him at all this weekend..and right now im in BCIS..and im writing..and i have a new computer at home that is fixed and i can get on the internet now...yay!!!...and ....i went and picked up steven and andrew this morning....and now im in school...well...im gonna make like a fetus and get the hell out of this mutha!!! LOL...I LOVE YALL!!!
Love Peveto!!!
I LOVE ANDREW MINNER!!!
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